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Friday of Oculi: Is this Gospel about the Scapegoat?

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“When an unclean spirit goes out of a man, he goes through dry places, seeking rest; and finding none, he says, ‘I will return to my house from which I came.’”

There are some disparate strands of biblical imagery that could give an intriguing interpretation of this Gospel. What do we have so far? We have a house, a demon driven from the house, a wandering around in the wilderness, and a return to the house. The house is an image of a man.

Where do we see that narrative motif in Scripture, of something unclean being driven from a house into the wilderness? The thing that comes to mind is the scapegoat rite. Accordingly, at the temple (the house of God), the priest would take two goats. One goat was for the Lord and would be sacrificed. The other goat was “for Azazel” or “for departure” or “the goat of departure” or “a scapegoat.” Azazel by tradition became a chief demon, some even believing him to be Satan. In any event, the image calls for a goat bearing the sins of the people and being offered to a demon out in the wilderness. Symbolically, it almost exactly pairs up with the Gospel for this week.

Of course, it also invokes Jesus’ wandering in the wilderness, for He is our scapegoat. He bears our sins. Who drove Him out into the wilderness? The Holy Spirit. Is the Holy Spirit “the stronger man” who drove Jesus, the Scapegoat, the Azazel out into the wilderness? Is Jesus, on man’s behalf, assuming our demonically-possessed bodies and becoming the battleground of all humanity between God and Satan?

Well yes, of course. But this is leading to a rather unorthodox reading of this Gospel.

Let’s rethink this Gospel using the Temple as the “house.” But remember, Jesus’ body is the Temple, and the Church is the new temple, our own bodies being temples of the Holy Spirit.

We have the scapegoat ritual. The goat absorbs all the unclean spirits of sin and guilt, the power of Satan. He’s cast out into the dry places, seeking rest. In the end he comes back with seven demons stronger than himself, and they re-inhabit the house from which they came, the temple, the body, symbolized by the body of the Jewish people and their religion.

[In Jesus day, there was a belief that the priest put a red thread around the goat’s neck, and once the goat went out into the wilderness, it slowly turned white. However, tradition says around 40 years before the destruction of the Temple (ahem, that’s around 30 AD…anything important happen around then?) the thread stopped turning white.]

But Jesus is a new house, a new temple, offering a new body, and a new body of believers, the Church. The Jewish temple is abandoned, swept and cleaned, while the new temple moves on, with its stronger man in charge, Jesus, freed of all the demons.

This makes Jesus confrontation with Satan in the wilderness pivotal in understanding this text. It was here, on behalf of the “house” (the temple as type of the human body, and ultimately as a type of the whole creation), that Jesus the Stronger man ended the devil’s authority to accuse (or better, began what ended at the cross).

Now, what of these “dry places seeking rest.” Azazel means “sent out one” or “goat of departure.” Whatever the case, there’s the sense of “being sent away,” and that into the dry places.

What’s the reverse? Interestingly, Jesus had just been baptized before being sent out into the dry places. He’s sent “away from” the wet place into the dry place, the wet place being the place where Jesus removes the sins in anticipation of the cross.

There is an example in the Bible of a wet place, not a dry place where “sent away” (Azazel) is present, but a wet place where water was “sent” into the dryness, having gushed out, probably in the context of John’s Gospel (where the episode is recorded) a reference to the Holy Spirit.  This is the pool of Siloam, which means “Sent.”

Whether all these images may or may not be informing the Oculi Gospel for this week, theologically they certainly all fit. Outside the “the house,” which is the restored “temple of the Holy Spirit ” – that is, the one whose body is the Temple, Jesus – is dryness, the death and dust which must happen when one is separated from the “Lord and Giver of life.”

Satan’s demons desperately seek the wet, bodily places where they can possibly find “rest” and “peace.” But they are banned, and the best they can do is possess a poor soul, pretending to be connected to the Lord and giver of life through the body. But all they do is destroy, because all they do is lie and deceive, for their rebellion is permanent.

But Jesus is the new Temple, the new house, the one forever anointed by the Holy Spirit, and His “stronger man” victory over the devil in the wilderness reverses course. No longer is man under the power of Azazel – sent away into the dust of death with the guilt of sin. No, Jesus as man took that path but then defeated the devil and reversed course. Now, we live in the wet places of our baptism, the place where the waters are “sent” and come gushing forth from the rock, which is Christ.

Like I say, there are a lot of disparate strands here. But the Bible often does this, and the layers of meaning are many.

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Thursday of Oculi: The Trauma of Jesus vs. Satan’s Rest and Peace

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Jesus’ image of the house ruled over by the strong man has an interesting subtext. Twice it refers to the devil’s status in the house as a state of rest or peace. There’s this first: “When a strong man, fully armed, guards his own palace, his goods are in peace.” And then there’s this: “When an unclean spirit goes out of a man, he goes through dry places, seeking rest.”

We’ll probe this idea that demons seek human bodies in order to find rest later, but today we meditate on the simple truth that demons residing in human bodies is simply “situation normal.” It’s the default. Of course, this is what’s going on when Jesus referred to the devil as “this world’s prince” and St. Paul called him “the prince of the power of the air.” It’s what Satan alluded to when he tempted Jesus with all the kingdoms of the world, “for this has been delivered to me, and I give it to whomever I wish.”

It’s what’s going on when Jesus said, “You are of your father the devil, and the desires of your father you want to do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and does not stand in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaks a lie, he speaks from his own resources, for he is a liar and the father of it.” And finally, it’s the theme behind St. Paul’s teaching that, we “were by nature children of wrath, just as the others.”

This is why the people laughed when Jesus said of the little girl, “She is not dead, but sleeping.”

Simply put, our nature is to accept the principles of Satan and Beelzebub, those being self-accusation, self-loathing, and self-guilt (Satan the accuser), and the dissolving effects of sin on our bodies, returning them to dust (Beelzebub, lord of the flies). It’s the basis of the motto, “Let us eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we shall die.”

When we’re thinking that way, we’re at our default. In a perverse way we’re at peace.

Sin has the same effect. What is the allure, after all, of all the vices? What is the allure of anger, lust, drunkenness (and all the drugs), covetousness, and so on? Is there not a sort of peace of mind you get, or rest for your soul, when you first partake of vice?

Of course, the self-loathing and dissolution of the person only happens later, because that’s what demons do ultimately, they lie and destroy. But at first there is something restful and peaceful about working out our “default.”

When Jesus the Stronger Man comes, it’s jarring. It’s jarring to hear your comforting and narcissistic self-loathing has no basis now that He’s died for your sins. It’s jarring to hear there’s a better way to live than to indulge the body-denying passions. It’s warfare, and warfare is never pleasant.

Jesus and the Word He brings is like a bull in a china shop, the china shop being the arrangement of our souls according to the sinful nature, the carefully ordered glass shelves full of chinaware, all set up according to our elaborate will to self-justification…all idols, but more like a house of cards. And when Jesus comes in, via the ear, and He begins working His fingers in our hearts and mind, it all comes crashing down, exposing the china shop to be nothing more than a continuation of Adam’s fig leaf covering up the chaos and void man’s soul had become.

It’s jarring. And how part of us always wants to end that trauma to the system and return to things being “swept and put in order,” the very thing Jesus warns against. No, you need Jesus’ trauma to the system. Your soul needs to be jarred. Because it’s all part of Christ’s call to “take up your cross daily and follow Me.” It’s His call to lose our life, so that we might find it in Him.

There is a certain nihilism in this week’s Gospel, the allowance of warfare for a greater good. And indeed, there is a certain amount of nihilism in Christianity, the very thing Karl Marx identified as dangerous, that is, the unwillingness of Christians to make a go of things in this world, to build heavens on earth.

The paradox is in the end, Christianity ends up have a net positive effect in this world. Jesus brings warfare leading to the “peace that passes all understanding,” and a rest that’s deeper than a day off. And this, in the end, is far from nihilistic, but the reaffirmation and re-establishment of our very being. When you have a culture downstream from those sorts of souls, good things tend to happen.

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Wednesday of Oculi: The Finger of God

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There are a lot of body references in this week’s Gospel. The big image of the Gospel itself is related to the body – the house which is the human person. And what a curious suggestion lurking in the background that demons somehow find themselves “at rest” in human bodies.

And then we have the implicit reference to the body in the name Beelzebub, “the lord of the flies.” Well, why is he named that? It’s because the flies gather around…rotting bodies. Beelzebub is lord wherever death does its handiwork to bodies.

And then we have reference to God’s finger, and finally the breasts and womb through which Jesus was brought into our world. Finally, there’s something going on with the body in this week’s Gospel, titled “Oculi,” based on the introit, or “my eyes,” another body part!

Rooted in that title, “my eyes” – and how the light conspires with the eyes to introduce knowledge of specific things, bodies, beings into our minds – how does Jesus’ reference to “the finger of God” contrast with the devil’s attempt to dissolve bodies into a heap of rotting, fly-ridden – soon-to-return-to-dust – flesh over which he rules?

Well, right there you see it! By reference to God’s finger, you have reference to something in eternal existence that is a located “other.” Put another way, you have reference to something with borders at which point God ends and other “things” begin. And more, that which is contained withing the borders of “God” (His finger) is the source of life for that which is not contained by those borders, like Michaelangelo’s finger of God touching Adam’s finger. Two fingers; one ain’t going away, one will dissolve back to dust if it ever forgets the source of its life!

Satan’s theology (Gnosticism) doesn’t work this way. Satan’s theology would say the divine permeates all things, so that “the God in me greets the God in you,” and but for this flesh keeping you and me separate, we could all be one. Well, in that case the dissolution of my and your flesh is a good thing, paving the way to our “return to unity.” And in that case we should welcome the flies as signaling the tearing down of walls, the wall of our flesh, which keeps you and me separate.

But reference to a finger of God, like the incarnation of Jesus Christ, establishes the word God said to Job: “Where were you…When I fixed My limit for it, And set bars and doors;
When I said, ‘This far you may come, but no farther.”

God is a limiter, a separater, a delineator, a builder of walls. And he does it to give life and existence to all creation, including us. And it’s a reflection of His own nature, to establish with His Word a beachhead in the “chaos and void” where there is order, life, existence, and being. In Christ – as a consequence of His Triune nature – God “limits” Himself, for it is in the limits in which He has life. And He shares that life.

His finger does it, because He Himself actually has a finger. Forget all this metaphorical garbage, as if we have to excuse God’s unsophisticated language in lieu of what the Greek philosophers have educated us on, that of course God is not a being with fingers because He’s spirit. Remember, the only God we truly know is the one who became flesh. And last I checked to have a body is to also have fingers.

Now, what of this finger? This finger defeated the Egyptian gods. This finger carved out the Ten Commandments. This finger wrote in the ground when the woman was about to be stoned. This finger stuck in the deaf man’s ears. And this finger brings about the Kingdom of God.

In a nutshell, this finger brings life. The finger which proved to Israel its power over Egypt then carved out the Ten Commandments, in which to live was life. But future, better things were foretold when the Lord promised through Jeremiah a day when “I will make a new covenant with the house of Israel and with the house of Judah…I will put My law in their minds, and write it on their hearts.”

And this followed new demonstrations of God’s finger defeating the demons, in this week’s Gospel. It’s God vs. Egypt all over again, but the Egyptian gods being unmasked for what they truly are, demons.

What then of this “writing of the law in their hearts”? Surely Jesus was alluding to this new writing of the Law when He wrote with His finger in the dust, forgiving the woman. And surely this prepared the way for the “new covenant in my blood,” a blood that speaks better things than that of Abel (i.e., forgiveness, not vengeance).

Lots going on with God’s fingers. In it is forgiveness, life, and salvation. And by it the Kingdom of God comes. Can you see why we pray the Lord’s Prayer just before communion? “Thy kingdom come,” and Jesus comes with His finger, writing His New Testament on our hearts with His blood, driving away the demons of death and accusation, and setting up shop in our house as “the Stronger Man.”

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Tuesday of Oculi: Jesus the Stronger Man vs. the Strong Man of Self Justification

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In this passage we get a good example of Christ’s out-foxing His opponents. He nails them on a game sinners like to play, and that’s projection. What is projection? It’s the habit of “projecting” onto one’s opponents what the one himself is actually guilty of. Projection is a species of idolatry, insofar as idols themselves are projections of human desire. When we project our own guilt onto others, it’s a cathartic form of scapegoating, a sort of idolatry in the reverse. I worship what I desire by projecting onto an “other,” an idol. I reject those aspects of myself I don’t desire by projecting onto another “other,” a scapegoat.

But despite all the projecting, one ultimately cannot escape oneself. Jesus sees through the Self deceit and promises our own projections will judge us. We are who we are. And as we are, vying one aspect of our selves against another through our various projected idols and scapegoats, like chess pieces in a grand game of self justification. That house is destined to fall, a fissured Self that can’t stand.

So what are we getting at?

Jesus’ opponents claimed He cast out demons by Beelzebub. That’s their premise. The premise they establish is, “If you cast out demons, there is a good chance you’re doing it by the power of Beelzebub.” Well, Jesus points out to them, if that is your premise, then when you and your sons cast them out, the premise holds: you’re likely doing it by Beelzebub. You’re judging yourselves as being instruments of Satan.

And by Jesus using the expression “your sons,” He suggests this is an endemic problem of Israel, that it has fallen under the control of Satan. Several other passages make this clear: Jesus was not afraid to accuse the Jewish nation and religion of being satanic.

So Jesus exposes their game. They’re trying to project their own sin and rebellion onto Jesus, and thereby justify themselves. How often do we do this? How often are our fixations on others’ sins our elaborate way of justifying ourselves? Jesus may be addressing the same issue with his “log in the eye” teaching.

Ah, the log in the eye teaching. Reminds us of Oculi, “my eyes,” the name of this Sunday. The log blocks the eye of light, so we can’t see straight. Yesterday we discussed how naming something brings something to light, and in particular Jesus names for us those dark forces at work in our souls, what we might call “the Satan” and “the Beelzebub.” His teaching brings it to light, and sets the foundation for Himself to apply His more powerful name and overpower them.

So long as the log of “projecting guilt onto others to justify ourselves” is at work, we can’t see the true demonic darkness at work in our own souls. We can’t see how there’s only one way to deal with our guilt and our dying persons, and that’s through the Stronger Man.

Jesus’ opponents now have a problem on their hand. They have two options. First, they can double down on their premise and admit they cast out demons by Beelzebub. But who would want to do that? So Jesus offers them a way out. He offers Himself. And this is the second option, if it’s not be Beelzebub, then it must be by the finger of God. And if that’s the case, then the kingdom of God has come! Good news! You have in your midst a stronger man with the power to overthrow the strong man in your house!

Now, this poses a new interesting turn in the flow of the conversation that could put Jesus on the hot seat, had Jesus not taken the conversation into a certain direction. So, is Jesus laying the premise with His “house divided can’t stand” teaching that, if His opponents and their sons cast out demons, it must also be by the “finger of God”? Isn’t He laying down a premise as well, and could He run the risk of being trapped by it?

He would have, had He not said these words, “He who is not with Me is against Me, and he who does not gather with Me scatters.” He basically says, “Yeah, if you are your sons are casting out demons, you’re on my team. You are instruments of the finger of God. You are workers in the Kingdom of God.”

But the key phrase is “with Me.” That’s the operative teaching. If they are “with Jesus,” and that’s literal, meaning, like the disciples, spatially with the physical Jesus, or connected to His Body, the Church, by use of His name, for where the name of Christ is, there His physical person is present, like that one person casting out demons in Jesus’ name the disciples were worried about. He was truly “with Jesus.”

But if they are not “with Jesus,” then all they do is scatter. Then yes, they are in fact casting out demons by Beelzebub, and yes, that house can’t stand. Well, that’s sort of the whole point of the Gospel, isn’t it, that Beelzebub loses his hold on the house because of the Stronger Man.  One assumes Jesus’ opponents went away, tortured by Jesus’ Word, realizing they set up the premise for Option A — that they cast out demons by Beelzebub — but realizing they can’t bear with Option B — that they must be “with Jesus.”

It’s just cool to see the Stronger Man at work, using His word to drive out the demons of Self-justification, and projection.

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Monday of Oculi: Beelzebub and Satan

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Oculi means “my eyes,” and what a perfect title for this week’s theme. Eyes discern things, but only by the light. Of the eyes Jesus says, “The lamp of the body is the eye. If therefore your eye is good, your whole body will be full of light.” Light was the first created thing, and it founds knowledge of all other things. It’s related to the Word insofar as you can’t name what you can’t see.

Gnosticism, which is the devil’s theology, deplores all this. It deplores the created order, the creation of material things, the many separations that make created things possible, and the language arising from the naming of those things. It wants to dissolve everything back into a blurry nothingness, the state of the world prior to God’s work of separating. It loves the twilight and pending darkness, when the borders of beings blurs into that fuzziness and finally out of sight, and out of mind.

One of the Gnostic themes finding eerie similarity with the demonic is the claim to be eluding names. Gnosticism has words in an allegorical sense, or to name archetypal themes, but using language to give individual names anchored in real, physical beings only “gives a platform” (to use the new Leftists jargon for prohibiting free speech) to material existence, and therefore is a avoided.

Similarly, demons often elude being named, like the demon who answered, “We are legion, for we are many.” It’s a trope you see in movies as well, like Al Pacino in Devil’s Advocate claiming, “I go by many names.” In exorcisms as well, the demonic realm deceives by confusing the human world as to the powers at play. Is it one demon, many, or a tag team? (Read Malachi Martin’s fascinating book on the topic, Hostage to the Devil.)

Because the demonic is not “other” as far as human psychology goes – we are born under this world’s prince, after all – we see parallels in the psychological and spiritual darkness we run often run into. It’s that indescribable sense about something not right, that darkness we don’t know how to deal with, that “thing in the air” permeating a gathering of people, the elephant in the room no one wants to talk about.

Well, talk about it is exactly what must happen. Just as naming that psychological issue is critical to psychic recovery – “Oh, I had traumatic brain injury, so that’s why I often get depressed; you mean there’s help for that?” Well yeah, now that you know what you’re dealing with. Is this not true with just about every ailment? The word must invade the nameless darkness and carve out a beachhead, establishing command and control and moving on from there to expand its borders.

The same is true in exorcisms. This is why one of the principle tasks in an exorcism is to name the demon. Naming the demon sets the foundation for applying Christ’s name as an authority over it, for to Jesus has been given “the name that is above all names.”

Well, in this week’s Gospel, we get two names, Satan and Beelzebub. If two names better describe that amorphous darkness at root of all human woe, I don’t know what they would be. Beelzebub – “Lord of the flies” – covers everything related to death and dissolution. As Freddy Mercury sang in his song about suicide, just as he was going down his own path to depravity and ultimate death by AIDS, “Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for MEEEE.” (OK, take a moment to head bang…) For where are flies but where death and corruption occur; it’s there where Beelzebub reigns. Satan – “the Accuser” – covers everything related to sin, guilt, and self-loathing. And how much of our spiritual dissolution is related to such things?

So there’s the poor soul, his body attacked by the ravages of some disease, his spirit attacked by the ravages of sin and guilt, and he can’t quite put his finger on why he’s not feeling right. It’s Satan and Beelzebub!! And guess what? Jesus has authority over them because Jesus is the stronger man, and His name is the stronger name!

It’s the name of your baptism. It imports into your “house” everything the name of Jesus has done: dying for your sins (muting Satan’s power) and rising for your life (chasing the flies away and their lord Beelzebub).

His light brings to clarity the demons attacking your soul, so that you can see His authority and power of them. We are not blind to their ways; nor are we blind to their conqueror.

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Oculi Sunday: The Stronger Man

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This is the third Sunday in Lent now with demons or the devil in it. The devil tempted Jesus; the Canaanite woman had a daughter possessed by a demon; and in this week’s Gospel Jesus teaches about spiritual warfare with the demonic, using the analogy of a house.

It makes sense we’d see demons and devils in this season. Lent begins in the wilderness – Jesus tempted there for 40 days – and by embracing this divine time frame as our own in the liturgical year, we are given to understand that the Christian life in this world has many wildernesses. The Church wanders in the wilderness, Revelation 12 tells us. And who of us doesn’t grasp this at a visceral level. Well, the wilderness is the dry place this week’s Gospel talks about, where demons haunt restlessly.

In the dry places you hunger and thirst for righteousness, like the Canaanite woman. You learn in the dry places that it’s not bread you hunger for – whatever crumbs there may be – but the Lord’s mercy, His righteousness, the Word that proceeds from the mouth of God. That Word we hunger for is “fiat,” the “let it be” of God’s creative work, the Word that drives demons away.

This week’s Gospel ties all these themes together.

Jesus uses the illustration of a house to describe the human person. The house is inhabited by demons at peace and rest. Yes, the way of the world in its sin and death is the default. It’s “situation normal.” We can be at rest and peace knowing people will behave like people, and the evils will go on as predicted. We become cynical with our anthem, “Let us eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we shall die.” We laugh and ridicule when the likes of Jesus come around saying things like, “She’s not dead, she’s sleeping.” OK, whatever Lord.

When Jesus, the stronger man, comes and overpowers the demons in our house with His finger (lots going on there), He sets up shop. There’s a new sheriff in town. It’s jarring. He’s invaded the realms of Hades itself and shattered its bronze gates, plundering the devil of all his “goods,” the things that belong to him, his possessions, our souls. Now they belong to Jesus.

But alas, if the demons after searching a new place for rest find nothing, and come back to their original home, and do not find the stronger man there, the second state will be worse than the first.

The moral of the story is clear: don’t let Jesus leave your house. But what does this mean?

For many years I always wondered why that little account of the woman was added to the Gospel for Oculi: “And it happened, as He spoke these things, that a certain woman from the crowd raised her voice and said to Him, ‘Blessed is the womb that bore You, and the breasts which nursed You!’ But He said, ‘More than that, blessed are those who hear the word of God and keep it!’”

This seems like a complete switching of gears in the account. It’s not. It happened “as He spoke” about the demons and His overpowering of them, as He laid down the analogy of the house. It’s inserted for a reason.

Her words set Jesus up to answer what it means to not let Jesus leave your house.

As Jesus teaches about the house and its inhabitants, we come awfully close to the Neoplatonic or Gnostic understanding of the human body: we’re a spirit using a body. The house is the body; the strong man and stronger man are devils or Jesus. What exactly are we in the analogy? Are we the house? We’re definitely not the strong man or stronger man. What then are we?

There’s really no answer to this. We’re the house! We are the body! We’re defined by our bodies. But are we just defined by our bodies?

When the woman comes, she wants to bless the woman body parts that received Jesus (the stronger man) and nurtured Him: the womb and breasts. She wants to see the human person as just a body. Jesus redirects her, giving a depth of understanding about the redeemed human person. He defines the blessed one not as the body that received him, Mary, but as the person who heard God’s Word and kept it.

That too is Mary, of course, who heard God’s Word from Gabriel and certain kept it, and blessed is she. And that helps us understand what’s on in the first part of the text. Yes, the human body is what devils seek to attain whatever rest they think they’ll get, the antidote to their dry places. Yes, Jesus came in the flesh to do battle over our bodies. Our bodies truly are the buried treasures He sought to resurrect.

But we are more than body parts. We are hearing persons, and those who hear, and keep the Word – the Word that proceeds from the mouth of God, the true bread we need, the Word of “fiat” that is the crumb that fills us to the full – will be guarded against the devil and his six friends.

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Saturday of Reminiscere: Jesus, the Re-Creator, Utters the Divine Fiat

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Then Jesus answered and said to her, “O woman, great is your faith! Let it be (“fiat”) to you as you desire.” And her daughter was healed from that very hour.”

Where faith is great, the divine “fiat” can do what it has done from the beginning, and that is, create. “Fiat lux et facta est lux.” (“Let there be light, and there was light.”) Like God coming upon the formlessness and void, hovering over the waters, in divine silence, Jesus entered into the region of Tyre and Sidon, ran into this woman with her many negating influences – these demonic influences leading her soul to formlessness and void – and awaited her readiness for His gifts. What was that readiness? It was a heart not in rebellion against Him, but turned toward Him.

Of course, what turned her heart toward Him? Was it not He, Jesus Son of David, Himself? For that is what she cried out when she heard He was near. And her prayer, the Kyrie, was the Psalm acting on her. In the end she had as much to do with her daughter’s healing as the formlessness and void had to do with it’s own springing to life after God uttered the divine fiat on it.

The woman’s faith was simply the emptying of all reliance on Self, assuming the posture of all creatures whose “eyes look to you O Lord, and you give them their meat in due season.”  It was a faith infants are best examples of, as Jesus showed.

What was great about it, but the greatness of this emptying of Self coupled with the greatness of the One Who utters the divine fiat.

“Let it be” as you desire. As the Psalm says, “Delight yourself also in the LORD, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.” The woman most certainly delighted herself in the Lord, even when He was silent, when His church pushed her away, and when the Lord insulted her. Faith doesn’t let such tests detract from delighting in the Lord. Faith delights in the Lord when the Lord doesn’t seem to be responsive.

Isn’t that what a marriage is? He forgives us our sins; we delight in Him amidst His tests. But we never “give up” on each other. That might be a crude way to speak, but understood properly you see the point.

Another beautiful passage reflecting on this Gospel’s conclusion is, “Hope deferred makes the heart sick, But when the desire comes, it is a tree of life.” The woman’s heart was sick. Her desire was for the demon to go away. When Jesus came, her desire came – again, the reason she didn’t allow Him to leave without having mercy.

And when Jesus uttered the “fiat,” the “let there be,” it was a tree of life. “A wholesome tongue is a tree of life.” And Jesus’ words were that, the very Tree of Life from the beginning that brought life into existence, “Let there be” light, firmament, lights, and all the items of creation.

Adam’s sin would return it all to the dust, a creation groaning under the fall, collapsing into non-being. But great faith presents the “materia” – our very burdened bodies and selves – from which the Lord will re-create His world. A world without demons and their influences.

Those who desire that, who ever pray “Lord, have mercy,” will be granted it. Faith accepts no other result. So the Canaanite woman taught us. Or better, so Jesus lifted up the Canaanite woman’s example to teach us.

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Friday of Reminiscere: Insulted by the Lord?

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But He answered and said, “I was not sent except to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.”  Then she came and worshiped Him, saying, “Lord, help me!”  But He answered and said, “It is not good to take the children’s bread and throw it to the little dogs.”  And she said, “Yes, Lord, yet even the little dogs eat the crumbs which fall from their masters’ table.”

Now we get to the woman’s final challenge. This one is almost too much to bear. God insults her, calling her a little dog. But as we discussed in our Sunday meditation – and this gets back to the name of this week’s Gospel, Reminiscere (“remember, O Lord!”) – to be engaged in conversation and have words spoken for you is to have your existence recalled to mind, and when the one doing that recalling is the Lord, that is actually a good thing.

So Jesus’ insults are at least an acknowledgment of the woman’s existence. Before it was only silence.

I guess, His disciples’ complaining about her began the process of her being put on His mind. In the same way the Church, no matter how perverse it can become as an institution, because it’s loved by the Lord at least puts on His mind those who seek it out. The Church is the gateway to the Lord, being the guardian of His doctrine for the people, and the presenter of sinners and suppliants to the Lord.

In any event, the woman comes on the Lord’s radar, and that’s a good thing. It’s not unlike how psychologically we’d often rather be hated by someone we care about than forgotten. To be hated is at least still to be a “thing” in someone’s mind; to be forgotten is to be a nothing.

[An interesting question is, what is hell? Is it the place where you are forgotten by the Lord, or where out of His hatred for your rebellious sinfulness you exist as a tangible thing residing in place that is the manifestation of a hated place in His mind? If the former – which can make sense based on some texts – we have to wonder if one can even have existence if forgotten by God, and this would lend credence to the idea that hell is a metaphor for being in oblivion. If the latter – which makes sense from the texts which talk of actual suffering and pain to the body – then you wonder if there is some perverse grace in knowing that, though suffering, you’re at least still “known” by God.]

The Lord engages her with His Word: “I was not sent except to the lost sheep of the house of Israel….It is not good to take the children’s bread and throw it to the little dogs.”

In the midst of this word is the woman’s yelp – “Lord help me!” – that led to Jesus making the metaphor of bread and dogs, thereby granting the woman entrance into His words, like a character given a script and allowed on stage. She’s part of “the little dogs.” Well, even little dogs get listed in the credits!

And of course she runs with it, seeing an opening for her dogs at the foot of the table eating the bread crumbs. If that’s what it takes, she’ll take it. She also must have known Jesus’ words about the faith of a mustard seed, because she’s convinced that a crumb would be enough to cast a demon out of her daughter. Maybe it’s not moving mountains, but when you’re a parent, moving mountains is a parlor trick compared to what you want if your child is sick.

Let’s develop Jesus’ Word a bit, because especially in the Gospel of Matthew, we have to understand it in the larger catechetical structure of that Gospel.

Jesus said, “I was not sent except to the lost sheep of the house of Israel….It is not good to take the children’s bread and throw it to the little dogs.”

Is it irony that He’s wandering around in Tyre and Sidon? If He was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel, what’s He doing up there where He was not sent? Hmmm, or maybe He’s going exactly where He was sent, not to a spacial-racial area, but to the “lost sheep of the house of Israel” who include those of Tyre and Sidon who, well, seek Him out praying “Lord have mercy.” Didn’t John the Baptist proclaim God is able to raise up children of Abraham from the stones? If you think about it, the woman could have also responded to Jesus, “Then what the hell are you doing up here? Am I among the lost sheep of the house of Israel?”

Whatever it takes to get on Jesus’ radar! (And don’t ever deny this use of prayer in your own prayer life. Sometimes prayer is wrestling with the Lord, like Israel, trying to sneak into His grace by hanging onto whatever crumb of a word He gives you.)

In any event, first Jesus suggests an opening up of what the “lost sheep of the house of Israel” are, simply by where He locates Himself. Second, He uses the bread image to describe the current situation He’s in: a woman begging for help for her daughter. There’s two parts of this image, first that human need is a human hunger, and second that He can fulfill it with a sort of bread.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.

Putting it all together, Jesus says He came for lost sheep, found anywhere, who pray “Lord have mercy,” hungering for the bread of salvation, and He will fulfill it.

Remember when we meditated that all of the Scripture is liturgical?

And we haven’t even gotten to the further fulfillment of Matthew’s “bread” theme. Jesus had just fed the 5,000 a chapter earlier, commonly seen as the “Jewish” feeding of the multitudes. And the next chapter Jesus feeds the 4,000, often seen as the “Gentile” feeding of the multitudes. Yes, Jesus will give the gentiles the bread of salvation, the bread of which He says “This is My Body,” feeding their deeper hunger for righteousness, for mercy, for salvation.

The Canaanite woman led the way, responding with the Kyrie when Jesus sought out lost sheep in Tyre and Sidon.

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Thursday of Reminiscere: Churchianity Not Christianity?

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And his disciples came and begged him, saying, “Send her away, for she is crying out after us.”

At so many levels, it’s amazing to think of what the account of the Canaanite woman means for us. First off, just the fact that Christ lifts this account of a pathetic foreign woman in dire circumstances to the level of an eternal Gospel episode proves His words, “The last will be first.” Her person, her life, and her great faith have been proclaimed from lecterns and pulpits for two thousand years.

Second, the stages of how the episode unfolded is packed with catechesis on faith. So far we’ve meditated on her prayer, the Kyrie, rooted in the Psalms, lifted to divine status by its inclusion in the Gospel, and given to us to pray in the liturgy – the Kyrie runs our own prayer. Then we confronted the terror of facing God’s silence, as the woman did after her first petition. We’re not done with this catechesis by any means.

Today we run into the next challenge to her faith, a challenge all too many people have and is the reason many people leave the faith. That’s rejection by the church. “And his disciples came and begged him, saying, ‘Send her away, for she is crying out after us.’”

The disciples flatter themselves here. She wasn’t crying out after them. She’s crying out after “Jesus, Son of David.” How often do you hear churches bragging about all the things they do for their membership or the community, overinflating their importance?

No, no, no. True faith isn’t crying out to the disciples for community programs or fun congregational activities. True faith cries out to the Lord Jesus for mercy. If ever the disciples, or any congregation, confuses that truth – echoing the disciples’ misperception: “They cry out to us!” – their foundation will crumble, to say nothing of the fact that congregations organized on human community-building principles will, well, cut out the Kyrie in favor of other things.

When the one with true faith prays the Kyrie, he’s praying to the Lord, and the Lord answers. The church run properly defers to the Lord, and this it does by its minister understanding that he speaks “in the stead and by the command” of Christ. He delivers Christ’s word, His absolution.

Well, already with the first congregation ever – the disciples – we have things amiss. As a result, they turn away a woman praying her Kyrie. Again, how many people leave the church because of the church? “I believe in Christianity not Churchianity.” “I like Jesus, just not His followers.” “The Church is just full of hypocrites.” “I believe in God, but don’t believe in the institutional church.” On and on we could go.

Bunk. If the woman shows us anything, true faith fights through the sinfulness of a congregation. The woman didn’t say, “Hey Jesus, how about if you and I connect separately so we can have some ‘me and Jesus’ time – I don’t need those other guys.” Jesus doesn’t come separately from those other guys. There is no “me and Jesus.” There is the Church, His body, with warts and all.

So faith has to fight through the institutionalism of the Church.

Another thing is going on in today’s age with all this “anti-institutionalism.” Really, it’s another facet of the Gnostic virus we’ve been contemplating. Institutions are what you get when you have people. Anti-institutionalism is what people think can happen when people are abstracted from the social aspect of their bodies and reduced to cogs in a grand ideological vision.

Put simply, communism or totalitarianism is the end result of anti-institutionalism. “Hey, we’re going to run a system without institutions. If everyone just does X, Y, and Z, there will be no need for all the little competing institutions.” Of course, X, Y, and Z is a meta-institution and requires a special kind of enforcement – brutal – all of its own.

Couple this danger with the fact that many people today can live “outside of institutions” and congregate at their own leisure through electronic media, and you actually have some dangerous kindle for a totalitarian fire.

By contrast, we should expect institutions, like families, congregations, community organizations, leagues, etc., all the things guaranteed by the freedom of assembly. And when you have these, you will have politics. You will have “hypocrites” who abuse the mission of the institution. You will have cliques within the institutions. You will have all the negative effects of any gathering of humans.

And those same effects will be in any congregation. Keep in mind, another phrase to describe a congregation is “Sinners Anonymous.” There are two things that bring a congregation together, that they confess to be sinners and that they confess Jesus to save them from their sins.

So it shouldn’t surprise us if there are, well, sinners at church. A congregation is like a dysfunctional family combined with a poorly run business.

Yet – and this is true for all institutions – what are we giving up in terms of learning how to be patient, to communicate diplomatically, to work with others, to moderate our principles for the greater good, to forgive past wrongs, and to nurture all the traits required any time a social unit develops? Is this one of the many reasons why we are becoming a divided culture? Because people’s idiosyncratic ideas – metastasizing in isolation without the tempering of social interaction – are allowed to fester into extremes?

So institutions are necessary and develop good traits. And if they don’t, like the woman, it’s not an occasion for quitting on society. It should be an occasion for committing to the institution’s principle all the more, especially when that institution is the church whose principle is the Lord.

This is what the woman did. When the disciples lost focus on the mission of their group, she kept the focus. The Lord, meanwhile, was teaching His disciples their own little lesson about who the church receives in her midst.

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Wednesday of Reminiscere: When God is Silent

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But he did not answer her a word.

How terrifying. To cry out to the Lord, and get nothing, only silence. On the other hand, how wonderful, that part of the freight loaded onto the Kyrie – the prayer “Lord have mercy” – is the reality of God’s silence.

Psalm 88 is unique among all the Psalms as being the one that offers no hope. All the other Psalms have some sort of light at the end of the tunnel. Not Psalm 88. That could be terrifying, but it’s actually tremendously comforting. Because it lifts up to the level of divine sanction the reality of no hope.  After all, Jesus was breathing those Psalms into King David’s pen, breathing them from the cross.

We meditated yesterday that we don’t do the Kyrie, but the Kyrie does us. It has qualities baked into it from the text, and these qualities form our own faith, show us what faith looks like, as opposed to relying on our own wobbly selves. The Kyrie does us. Well, one of things baked into the qualities of faith as expressed in the Kyrie is God’s silence.

This episode teaches us: You can expect God’s silence. God’s silence should not discourage us or make us feel He is not for us. The persistent widow experienced God’s silence as well. It is an aspect of faith none of us can avoid, which is why faith without perseverance and persistence is not faith.

God’s silence is one of the great reasons why people leave the faith. Rooted in understandings of faith where God is not silent, their reality doesn’t live up to their idea – their idol – of “God.”  Of course, the “God” often proclaimed through our popular preachers is often more like a Genie than our Lord, something you use to get you what you want.  And oh how a steady stream of people will tell you how they were in such and so situation, and they prayed to God, and God answered their prayer way better than what they asked for.  Maybe or maybe not, but that misses the point anyways, and very often many people leave these teachings empty, thinking, “Why isn’t God at the ready for me???”

The reality is God is silent, often for long periods of time.  We cry out for help for one of our children, for a job, for a situation, and we get nothing. We conclude God is not for us.

This week’s Gospel of the Canaanite woman is a remedy to falling for this error, because we know the end of the story (just as we know the end of the story with the persistent widow.) What is the end of the story? Jesus answers her prayer eventually. And more than that, Jesus calls her faith great. What was great about it? Among other things, she did not give up. Up against God’s silence and then the disciples pushing her away, she continued to pray, “Lord, help me!”

And Jesus eventually answered. Faith will not be denied. That is what faith does. That too is baked into faith. Faith will not be denied. When Christ returns, the ones who continued to pray “Lord, have mercy!” without giving up, will indeed be answered.

But part of faith is expectation of God’s silence.  When we come up against it, we should not be discouraged.